I'm writing this fresh and tipsy.
Well I went to this spot tonight where me and my peoples hook up at. A couple of fellas and a few chick I work with. Anyway, we having a good time chilling, drinking, joking and all. Ok so my mans brings up a convo about "What if you was to see your first luv.. what would you do? do you still care? ect ect..." So we all talking **** bugging and this dude starts going in on me. u know callinf me out.. He brings up the the only girl I ever took it there with. Now you know girls right so right away they go in.. they over here asking questions a brother don't want to here like damm ya know.... just egar to get some info... So I'm talking **** trying to shut them up. The girls like what she looks like this and that..
Then this fucking dude points at this fucking girl
My faced dropped..
I couldn't believe it.. I didn't want to see this her. So I'm telling them she was the one at the time but I'm on my selfish **** now ya know.. I'm single free and I enjoy my life. Its a wrap. I'm cool. Anyways, they trying to get me to holla at her I'm like naw but you know what that do.. Now every body wants to play hype master.. My man gonna call her name.. She reconize him, comes over and then it was a wrap..
We was talking for the rest of the night... From Obama to people we went to school with that turned into crack heads I mean everything.. At the end of it we left the spot and I walked her to her and she was like we got to go out sometime.. I hesitated and then she gave me her card. Like if you every want to talk or something hit her up.
I wanted to tell her I got a girl or something. Truthfully I wish I didn't seen her. My **** good right now.. and I this is how I really want to keep it.
Then 2 a chick like her is my ideal and we parted on good terms in the past like on some **** if it was meant to be we will connect in the future. But right now I'm not there. I don't want to disappoint her but I'm not that dude at this moment.
Dam I wish I didn't meet her ... Writing this **** made me soba..