10. When the media describes Rhianna's using drugs with her friends all night as "partying"
9. Being hospitalized for "exhaustion" after a night of "partying"
8. Any association with this guys = drugs:
7. ACCORDING TO LIL WAYNE'S THOUGHTS ON COCAINE USE HE SAYS:'Its not about a bad high, its just about the acne: Cocaine makes your face break out, and Im a pretty boy'
SEE RHIANNAS CHEEK
6. Doing to much of this: and this and especially by yourself
5. Shooting this video:
4. When you go from looking like this: to this:
3. Unexpectedly missing recent saturday light live rehearsal and having her reps give the excuse "rhianna is SICK and needs to save her "voice" and then sounding like this:
2. Trying to cope with the memories of this happening to you by the man you love and once protected you
1. Knowing that you cant be with the man you love because of what people will say about him doing this to you